sherlyn's musings.

1:10 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2004

listening to // aaron's blitthering.
feeling // sick

having a bad headache now. throbbing pain on the left side of my head. and my vision's pretty blurred cos i keep seeing flashes of bright light. ughh. =S i feel nauseous. damned light, give me the dark. bleah. yesterday was a horrid day for me. monday was practically splashed with dark blue left, right and centre. got booked first thing in the morning by the damn ~~wong chung hei~~. great way to kick-start the day huh? -_- yeah, got booked for not bringing my donation card when the dateline is this friday!! sigh. i wanted a clean record dammit. but i'll just have to wait for them to clear it at the end of this term. and during chinese, pang booked the whole class because we didn't do our workbooks. =( shucks. TWO BOOKINGS IN ONE DAY! sigh.and it prolly shows how irresponsible i am. *dodges flying tables and chairs from readers* =/ so the class was made to stand outside the staff room and wait for pang to come out. waste of time! but in the end we all got let off at about 3 plus. headed to the library. and there, more "adventure" awaited me. hur. something bad happened between two friends in class. and their fighting over this guy. sigh. neither of them wants to give up. talks, talks and more talks. one girl cried while the other girl just sat there and didn't say anything. the guy - was suddenly deprived of his articulating ability and turned dumb. well, one of them mentioned that she's willing to forego(sp?) a friendship because of that guy. foolish things love makes us do. oh well, don't wanna get involved in it. i've got more problems of my own.

reached home at about 6. and was in a foul mood. for i don't know what reason. =/ didn't really talk much to people, though i tried to be as normal as i could to the people i talked too. sorry if i wasn't a good company people. apologies~* talked to dan a little... and he sent me william hung's songs. LOLOL. cute. made me a little happier and i smiled a little. but after he left to play his game i slipped back into melancholy mode. was practically stoning in front of the computer doing nothing. till bout 10 plus when ken sent me more songs. whee. the PvD one was damn good. kept listening to it. had a little conversation with him and i felt so... deep? got me thinking. and like i perceived things in a different way. or something like that. maybe it was the rain. the lightning and thunder were pretty depressing but i liked the atmosphere. with all the water dripping from the street lights, it sortta made it all glittery in the dark. and gives the mystical aura. hurhurhur. -_-;; and the lexicon avenue album cover totally rocks. =) sms-ed dan before i went to sleep. i wanted to keep that sms but i deleted it by accident. it's like i was in a drunken stupor. couldn't even keep my eyes open. and last night i had recurring dreams. w i e r d . . . really wierd. haven't dreamt in ages but for the past few days i've been dreaming alot. almost every night i'll have dreams. is it a sign to something? *shrugs* well, we'll see. am off to go eat pocky and freeze to death in the library. -_- whatever la sherlyn.

++[ i don't know why... but they just fall. ]++

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

2:38 PM
Monday, April 19, 2004

listening to // stop living a lie :: david sneddon
feeling // accomplished

whee! i love my new blog template. =) classy.heh. so it's been almost 2 weeks++ since i've last updated. won't blog bout the past lah. let's talk bout saturday. had busking at orchard! woo. my group had.. kat and celina. =) yays. family gathering. and it had kaiqing, william, amanda and tian ning too! weets. had lotsa fun with my group. too bad serena wasn't there. if not mok and i would have gone berserk. our first performance was pretty shaky. everyone wasn't warmed up and everything. but after the second one it became sort of a routine. got bored of it after some time. -_- i liked tian ning's performance. the skit was so cool! especially when they were suspended in mid air. still wonder how they do it. and not to mention they looked great in the shades and formal suits and all lah. that definately drew a crowd. which means money. =) got to meet up with yann too! been ages since i last saw her. zhang piao liang le friend! hahas. too bad couldn't take neoprints with her due to time limit. dammit. well. gotta catch up with her soon man. and the rest of the 6B'2ooo class. i miss the primary school days! but anyways, our item went pretty well lah. so proud of mich, sixuan and xf!! *applauds* good job girls. =) went for dinner with them and took neoprints! yeah!! oh and ziluo too. haaaa.

went down to tiong after dinner to meet dan to watch in the mirror. waaargh. scary crap man. but there was a touching side to the story too. the sisterly love between the twins. if not for the fear factor i would have teared. the movie was pretty sick too. cos the girl took a glass shard and stabbed the guy in the eye. and the guy was sliced into half cos another mirror dropped right smack in the middle of his body. ouchhh. =S all the blood. pretty cool effects tho. not bad lah. tho it's not very impressive. yeps. that's bout it. nothing new. will blog on more serious stuff laters.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

9:25 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004

listening to // but i do love you :: leeann rimes
feeling // euphoric.

in a way lah. today... started off pretty badly. nearly missed my bus and was nearly late for school. i don't wanna get booked by hongchin -the third time-. that would probably suck. and the school implemented this new rule: if you're late more than 3 times, you go see the principal. there'll be a bed outside the office and you'll just lie there the whole day. and for guys who are late more than 4 times, they get caned. *shrugs* under elim. which reminds me of stalin. because you see... when i draw a parallel between the school to concentration camps and elaine lim to stalin. it's like this.

under stalin: there is collectivisation. targets are set for you and if you don't meet them, under stalin's rule you are sent to either concentration camp or taken out.

under elaine lim: no collectivisation. but she sets academic targets for us. if we fail to meet the target, we are then taken out to have a pep talk with her, and then sent to endless remedials and made to study at least 4 hours a day excluding homework and school time. (it's not as if we don't have a life, excuse me. -_-)

stalin had war communism and propoganda. elaine lim has fairfield propoganda. hopefully no fairfield communism. and elaine lim is darn militant. she used to make people march for detention. maybe her bloodlines are somehow linked to stalin. hmmmm, that would be interesting.

anyways. had busking screening today. was quite panicky cos mich and xiufeng couldn't find a classroom to practice. and audrey was so kind to lend us ms cheri lim's class!! and i kissed her for that and we both burst out laughing. she's just so adorable. =) mich and xf tried hard during the screening. so proud of them!! and mich did a great job of keeping calm. well, gotta teach them the rest of the steps before 5th april. corkus, stress sia. . . . still gotta do the costumes too. haii. mmmz. met dory to watch movie. tried hidalgo cos there was no movie left. was pretty cool. all the mustangs and thoroughbreds. it's a horse-y show. quite cool. effects were damn cool. looks tons real. but was concentrating on something else instead of the movie. the place was too comfortable and i was real tempted to sleep. hehs. but won't waste money lah. mmmmz. yeah. compressed lah. wanna go turn in already. i'm sleepy. *yawns.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo